Wow. Sounds like possibly some heavy-duty transitioning, rising in frequency. The part about the mind freaking out is “normal” for that. It took me several years to gain any real level of Heart mastery over my mind. My old journals/blogs tell much of the tale. The mind his HUGELY stubborn.

It would be easy to write a journal about how the mind is analogous to the cabal, the Illuminati: bossy, shockingly arrogant, addicted to being in control at all times, wanting to know everything, etc. Heart writes them, though, & hasn’t, yet, so who knows.

By stepping into observer mode, you can just watch. It gives you a bit of distance from the freaking-out stage so you don’t have to feel it so much. My mind got tremendously tricky during that phase. Once it recognized that I was on to it, realizing that it was no longer in complete control, it got quite devious, trying to trick me into letting it remain in charge.

That phase was the longest slog, for it took relentless observation & ignoring of whatever it was saying to make it realize there was no way around my determination to put Heart in charge.

Only then did it begin to quiet down — & then it began to just watch. That was during the last year or so of this particular journey. It was so surprising to have a quiet mind! After it watched me following Heart’s lead & how well that would work out, again & again, only then did it bow to Heart, acknowledging there was something awesome there, something that even transcended it.

All of that being said, things are happening ever so much faster, now, so don’t think it needs to take you anything like how long it took me to make this phase of your shift or awakening.

Finally, my roomie & I have been having some vertigo for a bit. Yesterday, she was saying some of the same things you reported, here. Our frequencies are rising quickly. We have (ET) Soul Family ever so close by, helping us work through this. It’s all good, or can be seen that way, so be sure to enjoy. 😃

Hugs

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