Umair, with this one you have a new follower — delightful. Must admit I couldn’t quite follow you, as my way of seeing didn’t harmonize with some of what you shared, but it resonated deeply, all the same.

For instance, you describe, in the thought experiment, all these different ways of seeing. I don’t know them all, but some of them were just different frequency bands. When we look at the Visible Light Spectrum (VLS), our measurable light, it is but a small slice — yet composed of a number of bands (which we see as colors). To add infra-red or UV would merely lend a bit of depth to the view, altering the whole, but it remaining one view — like adding extra colors — yes? Yet, still one experience. So here, we have two, observer & observed.

I’d like to share an experience I had once. Whatever I am tends to bhakti — loving or “devotional.” In deep communion one time, I somehow entered oneness, uplifted, joyous, in delight, my “heart” overflowing, I began to offer thanks — immediately I felt myself leaving the one, returning to the sense of self & other, or Source. It silenced me, at which point I was lifted back up into the One.

Again & again, this happened a number of time, with me being so high on delight that it took that for me to recognize what was happening. In order to give thanks there is two — self & Source, in this case. This violated the oneness, thus the descent in frequency or vibration. I got it. I shut up, & just basked.

Back then I still held belief in an external God, which dissolved along the way. I now call that Source — not a being at all, just Is-ness — Being. Anyway, not desiring to make this too long, I’d like to share some writing arising from that Oneness, access point I call Heart, which is other-dimensional, not the organ nor the chakra — & divine, thus the initial capital:

Abandoning Two-ness, pt 1 of 2

Please be sure to read, part 2, as that’s where it comes together:

Abandoning Two-ness, pt 2 of 2

Looking forward to reading more of your work 😃

~♥~