That’s called “pushing against,” i.e., resisting what is, what’s currently manifesting. When we push against something, we get more of the same. It’s because that’s where our focus is we magnetize that.

It’s good to pray b4 bed, sure — to ask for what you want — but we can’t ask for the absence of something. Far wiser to ask to innerstand what is the gift it is bringing.

“Everything happens FOR you, not to you.” ~ Byron Katie

Literally EVERYTHING is a gift. When the gift seems to hurt — b4 our 20/20 hindsight kicks in later — it’s because we ignored the gentler messages that preceded it. Our guidance first comes with a feather-light touch, getting stronger as we go until the point it finally gets through to us & we “get it.”

You’re also right that anything IS possible — and the only one in our way is the self, the ego/mind, the belief system tucked away in the subconscious & unconscious. When we do the internal work, setting aside the ego, the mind, our typical arrogance, we’re shown what we need to see — the gift in whatever is taking place.

It’s not the mind that awakens, so don’t expect to understand it all. You just get the sense of what’s best, which way to go, when to be silent, etc. It’s an inner core thing. Finding our way deep within IS the awakening.

Don’t forget to enjoy. That’s more important than most yet realize. Also, to love yourself.

~♥~