Hero’s Journey — Abuse, pt 2
Who among us doesn’t have painful memories, events we don’t care to revisit? In order to remain functional, we tend to repress certain things, preferring to just move on. Many have even lost access to certain memories, so deeply are they buried to shield us from the perceived agony.
In this time of energies, of frequencies rising (exemplified by the Schumann Resonance), as they have been for some decades, these things will surface, presenting themselves for resolution & release as we move on in consciousness. Are you ready? Perhaps some background, some context is in order.
HUMANITY ABUSED
Humanity as a whole has been abused, has been effectively split in such a way that we’re no longer in conscious contact with our Inner Being, our spirit or soul. The mechanistic route taken both by science & academia push consciousness out of the picture, treating us as advanced evolutionary apes. When we’re both brought up & later surrounded by such an environment, we tend to forget who we actually are, accepting our physicality as the extent of us.
This is traumatic, not to the outer persona, but on deeper levels. In the subconscious & unconscious region, we know Who we are & perhaps even remember from whence we came. We feel helpless amidst the pain of the split, where the outer persona is largely clueless about the deep identity, the Inner Being that is so much more real than the external one.
What to do? How did we get here?
When we are in Heart for this challenging trek we will eventually see the beauty underlying it all. Real growth & development doesn’t come absent challenges. The silver-spoon life isn’t known for producing the deepest souls among us, everything coming too easily to challenge the Inner Being to come forward.
As we look back over our life we see how we grew through whatever trauma & challenges presented. We may rave & rant against it for decades, but eventually we get it — noting our increased depth for having taken that walk, our ability to now empathize with others in similar circumstances. We soften & mellow, no longer so resistant to what happened before, seeing it differently, now.
ABUSE TO REPRESSION
I don’t know if I can write this, as I’m one of those who have experienced extreme trauma of several varieties. As I’m finally willing to return to full wholeness, this writing arises. I’m being shown how deeply repressed I’ve been. It’s time to hear the trapped, the caged feelings, a time of their release — & they’re eager to go.
I see how I’m the one who has been holding on to them — indirectly, via repression, via refusal to face & deal with them.
This is a bit scary. There’s not one of us who doesn’t have a lot lurking behind the outer persona, the face we show to the world, represented by the first house in astrology. It’s not who we truly are, just our front. As we all face the facts brought to the fore by rising frequencies, light begins to shine into our deeper regions, bringing such things into view.
IT’S ALL GOOD
As we anchor in Heart — the only way to take this trip — we rest in the knowledge that 100% of everything is for our good — even the tough stuff. We chose to deal with these things before entering our mother’s womb, friends. We knew we had it to do, & this is the massively perfect time for it, as we’re able to ride the frequencies up & through whatever arises.
With that sort of a foundation, we’re well equipped for our trek into the painful stuff. We’re not broken, so we don’t require healing, but rather integration with Who we truly are. If this stuff lies between me & That, then no one & nothing can hold me back. Bring it on!
ELEPHANT “TRAINING” = ABUSE
That being said, how many of you know about the way wild elephants are broken & tamed into lives of service? It isn’t pretty, so be cautious, checking in with Heart before viewing any videos on the darker side of this. If you’re overly sensitive, don’t. If you love life & Nature, this is cruelty in the extreme.
Imagine a raging bull elephant. Now, look at the docile ones restrained by the merest of ropes around one ankle. Can’t find it now, but I saw a documentary showing how magic is used against the elephant, whether voodoo or witchcraft. The “shaman” is brought in early on to cast a spell on the animal, either to break its spirit or to separate it’s spirit from its body while it’s trapped & being abused.
What has the cruel “training” of elephants to do with us? We, too, have been cruelly broken, my friends — else we’d never have accepted the whole Matrix sham. We, too, have had our body & our spirit effectively separated, to the extent that most aren’t even aware of Who they are, as Source-in-form.
We, too, have been tamed!
As we’re leaving mind-based living to enter deeper within we’re in process of breaking the chains & cages used to contain us. Dear ones, in the process old grief will surface, so be ready to embrace your own pain, to comfort your wounded self. We all have so much of locked-down grief & agony. Once we decide we want our wholeness back, this too shall arise.
Anchor in Heart! You can make this trek back into your magnificent wholeness, fully cognizant once again of being Source-in-form. This doesn’t require us to go back & re-live what we went through. We’ll feel some of it, but only what we’re able to bear. It’s entirely possible to have the pain arise, acknowledge it, then release it as we move on. Source is not cruel — lost people are. There’s no telling how long it will take, just hang in there with you.
What I see happening within myself is a first recognition of this depth of repression, the many figurative bindings, ropes & chains placed on my being. “They” sought to repress the soul, the spirit, the Inner Being, but that’s not possible. Instead, they manage to fracture our awareness, to temporarily lock us down to the physical-mental realm — mostly by keeping us outward focused.
DEEP COMPASSION FOR SELF
Those days are done, which we can celebrate! Just be aware that, on your road back to full ensoulment, to wholeness, all of those ropes & chains must come off. As they do, we’re able to see our inner response, the fullness of our suffering aspects come to the fore for release from their endless pain, for integration with who we are, now.
When we repress, yes, we gain a temporary measure of stability, we retain our ability to function in the world — but there’s a deep cost, a price we pay. We’re no longer acquainted with Who we truly are — what we’ve been through, down through the ages, & the pain locked & hidden away.
Let us attend to our inner wounding with the greatest of compassion, both for the inner & outer self. It’s our route into wholeness. We won’t stay wounded forever, nor even for long. As we bring our Heart experience to this, we’re amply anchored in our awareness that somehow, some way, this too is for our ultimate blessing.
From Heart perspective, we never did anything wrong. We never made a mistake. So stick with Heart for this work, not the mind which is where the chains & ropes reside. What we’ll discover is that this repressed pain is but one side of the coin. By willingly engaging with it, bit by bit — not in any hurry — the other side of the coin will come into our experience. I’ll let you discover that one for yourself. 😉
Namaste
~♥~
6:28 pm, Saturday 2017/11/04, 2nd, Mayan day 2 Storm / Cauac
PS As a side note, this journal came through backwards, i.e., part 2 was written before part 1. It’s such fun when we no longer demand that things be as the mind expects them to be. It was a bit hard to write, so I just thought I was doing multiple drafts — which I never do. As usual, the laugh is on me. 😆
