First, anything is possible — we never know. Anything.
The challenge is that, during this phase of the awakening, we are not yet fully anchored in or acquainted with the “I,” the Real I. We still identify to some extent with mind & ego — with their suffering as they’re getting shoved aside.
Thus, when we say, “…I find I am controlling it,” we must be cautious around that. Who is that I? Do you see? This is the great blessing & benefit of being the Observer in the emptiness — we just watch. We don’t feel the need to “understand,” as we’re approaching innerstanding, akin to Heart sensing. It’s just way different, but your Heart must lead you in. No one else can do it for us.
Time isn’t real, either, but as long as mind/ego is active, we’re not really ready to explore that. All that’s real is the NowHere, which encompasses all of time & space. Nothing has to happen “overnight,” but if it does, that’s great. We’re far more detached from such things when in Heart. Life is much deeper, but also much easier, there — far more wonderful.
Bon voyage!
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