Ah, dear one — I feel you. This may be a good “reason” why we’re not shown so much during our incarnations, lest we all suicide to “return” to the perfection we tasted — not knowing that wouldn’t deliver it, anyway.

However, that’s a perspective, one that highlights certain flaws in underlying beliefs, the first being that you’re not already there, you’re not already perfect just as you are. As Source-in-form, how could you be flawed?

On releasing the old perspectives & beliefs, we make way for What Is to delightfully entrain us, to entertain us into awakening. Due to our lousy programming about the concept of time, our ability to perceive our underlying perfection is wounded — but only until we make other choices. We’re always in charge.

Who knows, you may be delighted at some point to recognize more of mind than Heart in that yearning. This is also all about taking our real Power back, even though it’s not something we “do,” but more something that just seems to occur as we follow our Heart.

~♥~

PS Also, if we have such visions, such experiences while trying to escape our 3D reality, that colors what can arise. It’s not possible to run from NowHere — nor necessary, when we are also the whole. 😆