12D — 2013 & Overall Lightening of the Load
Be in the NowHere as you have a look at this “older” journal. Just because it’s not current, by date, does not mean it’s not Now, i.e., relevant. IOW, don’t allow mind to be in charge — there’s nothing for mind, here. 😉
Since I came ‘out of the closet,’ as it were, in the last journal, this one & the one that follows are the direct transcripts — written during the experience — of two 2012 interactions with my 12D friends/counterparts — whatever we choose to call them — now on 5D to be near enough to communicate with us, here. So though I hadn’t yet shared this in the blog, I’d done so earlier, via videos on YouTube (link below).
There are some surprising understandings that flow in this communication, still quite relevant to our 2017 NowHere. This one was shortly before the breathlessly awaited 12/21/2012 date when so many expected a physical ascension experience. As we all know, that didn’t happen, yet there is much to be gained from what 12D shared about that whole scene.
I love what they shared around “going into the tunnel” after bodily death — not quite what I expected — better, actually. Never before or since have I brought someone else’s concerns before them, which I do here, protecting his privacy as Mr. X. What they shared for him is applicable for all.
They shared some things about the barriers they say we’ve been breaking down, the return of our inner vision at some length, & why it hasn’t happened sooner. They shared some of what we can expect to see, including in our own auras — surprising stuff. They spoke of our ultimate success & the inescapable, inevitable fall of the cabal. There were some surprising aspects in that.
I didn’t alter the text in any way — no headings, as I do them, today. If you center before reading, you may well tune into their energies, too — always lovely. What follows is the complete 12/18 communication:
Hello, my good friends. It’s been a while, once again. Seems there is ample space in our togetherness — yet I feel so very much that you’re right close by at all times. I don’t feel alone, anymore. Not even sure that I could if I tried.
Hello to you, Theresa-Ann. We are glad to hear from you at any time. We trust that all is well.
All is quite well, yes. Things are feeling better, somehow — lighter, or something I don’t quite have words for, as yet. I never ask about you. How are things going with you?
Oh, we laugh at that. Things simply cannot go better with us. We’ve come thoroughly Home, so no matter where we go or when, all is always as good as can be.
Okay. Sounds more than lovely. I’ve brought some questions along this time. I know they may not be the best way to discover things, but I also know and trust you won’t mind.
Of course not, dear one. Ask away.
Okay, my first one concerns the white light that appears in so many stories of the NDE (Near Death Experience). Most are fine with entering it, but there are those who say that to enter it is to stay in the Illuminati Matrix — to remain trapped.
As for myself, I’ve determined that I’m going to just follow my Heart, should it happen that I must lay this body down. I trust Heart completely. Yet I do want to ask what you have to say about this.
You may be surprised by what we say. We would agree that following your Heart is the way. The challenge, if there is one, concerns the level or plane on which the departing spirit finds itself. It is quite rare, but on the lower realms there may be an impostor of the true Light that appears in an effort to distract the soul from its path Home.
So, just like it is in 3D, it’s not possible to make broad generalities about the higher dimensions, either. Those who stick to the present and remain centered within are unlikely to encounter this. If they do they will make the right choice. Those who bring fear along on their journey, not having dealt with it while still in 3D form, are the ones who may meet this challenge.
Yes, that is a bit surprising, but I agree — as below, so above, I suppose — generalities just aren’t appropriate, being the mind tools that they are. Thank you.
Next, I would like to ask about not having dream recall. I’m sure I’m not the only one. Is there anything you can do to help me restore dream memory?
This isn’t something we’d care to discuss right now. You’re going through so very much, you and the wo/mankind of earth in the ending of this major cycle and year. You have enough, and adding dream recall wouldn’t benefit you just yet.
Fair enough. I have a more important one, then. As you no doubt know, I have little or no recall of my early childhood. Until about age 8 or 9 I recall almost nothing. I want that memory restored. Will you help? I’d like to also discover why it’s a blank. I’ve been to counselors and done some Inner Child work with Bradshaw on Homecoming. Aside from one memory, no significant recall resulted.
What was that one recalled memory? We know, but we want it to be a part of this record.
It was of my father losing his temper with me, practically choking me with my panties. He was intent on violating me, sexually, and I wasn’t having it — but what can a 4-year-old do against an adult?
Yes, this is one of many such memories you’ll be recalling when you’re ready. Again, we counsel you to be slow with such things. You have much on your table, now, yet your tendency is to rush. We hear you, and we are working with you on this. Please, do relax.
It’s amazing how often you counsel relaxation and taking it easy. It is helping — yet it seems we do tend to push, to rush things. Okay, I hear you. Once again, thanks.
You are welcome, Theresa-Ann. We are more and more glad as you do slow things down a good bit. It is the energy of the left brain that pushes to solve and resolve things. This doesn’t come from the Heart.
Thank you for that, too.
Now I have a question about you — are you what could be called my soul family? I’ve noticed myself calling you that, but it isn’t something you’ve told me, so I want to be sure.
Yes, this appellation works for us. Having been together with you for some billions of earth years, we are more than close — we are well inter-knit. We are one fabric, one weave — though all distinct. Contrary to what many believe, you don’t lose your individuality when you are One.
Thank you my friends. Now I have one more thing, a personal request for a friend, Mr. X. He desires some guidance or advice to help him make wise choices for the situations in which he finds himself. I told him I would bring this up with you. Will you give me something to share with him?
Surely we will. Mr. X is wise in his own right — but he doesn’t often give himself credit for this, largely due to time spent in mind. Right in front of him now are several opportunities that he would do well to examine further before making his decision. As he’s already discovered, one of them turned out to be something that would not pan out, as you say — come to the full fruition he had desired.
Will 2013 bring a lightening of his load, of the heaviness of the energy he carries?
That depends very much upon him. He could get himself into a tangle that would be awkward if he moves too quickly. The more he makes his moves based on Heart pondering, the better it all will work out. For all of humanity there will be a general lightening of the load of heavy energy in 2013, and on ahead for several years. Getting past 12/21/12 is the key, and when the sword of Damocles doesn’t drop, new life can commence.
To the many who have bought in to belief in ascension on that day, the next day will present quite a challenge. We are with them, however, and when they are open to our guidance, we’ll be there. As long as many believe they know what’s ahead, they’re not listening, they’re unable to hear us. After that day, many more will become suddenly open. At that point we can provide quite a bit more help.
What else would you offer, if anything, to my friend?
We would tell him to believe in himself, and to do just what he is in process of doing, which is switch his definition of self. All of your earthly tangles come from belief in 3D self as real self — which it is not. You don’t realize, though, how much that belief cuts you off from your true self. True Self is always there, but unable to speak to one who is not listening. Oh, it speaks — but it simply is not heard.
Thus, he and simply all of wo/mankind would do well to readjust, to radically alter their self-definition. You are not these flesh bodies, nor even these minds. You transcend all of this, and once you find and make contact with your True Self, everything will start to fall into place. This has been one of the main methods of manipulation — bringing your self-definition down to 3D.
The energies arriving on the planet, in the solar system, coming on and after 12/21/12 will be able to greatly buoy those up who lighten and raise their self-definition into the realms of Spirit. Many and many will awaken in 2013 simply due to these things. Those who are the most open will awaken first. Later, those who follow will ride on the coat tails of these, following their example.
Things truly are changing for humanity — just not in the way that was expected. Learn not to hold expectations — this is best, for they just get in the way, slowing your progress down. You get into too much of a hurry, thinking you know what is ahead. Divest yourself of such nonsense. Even we don’t know what is ahead for you in many ways. You are breaking new barriers every day.
What sorts of barriers are we breaking down?
It was thought by many that an Armageddon must arise. So many have been trained to believe in this, and for centuries it has been expected. That creates a powerful wave. Yet with the many who are awakening and throwing off the old beliefs has come an even greater wave — one of many that we foresee in the years just ahead. You will not be held back, as was the plan. You will simply refuse, many by doing the Non-Comply Dance you spoke of in your last journal.
There is no telling what wo/mankind shall become. Certain DNA upgrades are being put into place, now — more will come. Yet, what with man being held down for so very long, artificially, much about you hasn’t been known because it wasn’t allowed to surface, before. Now it will — now it is — and there are simply no limits at all. We are all quite amazed. Our Hearts are delighted by what we see — by what you, too, shall see, and soon.
Do you see our inner vision returning, globally?
Simply by rising up in vibration, as you and the earth have been, much of your vision will naturally seem to return. That won’t necessarily be the case, though, as much will be due to simply abiding in the higher frequency and seeing things native to that. For most, your vision will not return in a flash. We take it you mean inner or so-called third-eye vision. If this came back too quickly it could be startling — it could generate fear.
So, it seems to me it will also help that we will be abiding in higher frequencies, perhaps even higher dimensions, when this vision is returned. I know many would become occupants of mental institutions if they got their full sight back right away, while still here in 3D. We all have many, many attachments, parasites and impurities abiding in our auras and attached to our thoughts.
Yes, this is correct. If you had been allowed to retain your inner vision, it is likely that things would not have fallen so low — since you would be able to see and deal with things as they attached — or tried to do so. You would be aware of the entities as they tried to manipulate you.
That did not happen. Yet to return the inner sight now, completely, would not serve. If they think they’re bothered by the thoughts of ETs, just imagine what would happen to see their own aura in the mirror — to see its inhabitants.
Yes, I agree. As we do the spiritual work, or even as we just determine to simply live from integrity, now, much of that [darkness] is being cleared away. Even as diets are changing, that helps. Many a parasite, whether intestinal or auric (in the aura or energy field) is associated with a particular substance. Sugar and alcohol have many, but they are not alone.
Many are also dieting in the mind — cleaning up what they once allowed as their regular, everyday mental fare. Your journal Mind is Unkind was a good illustration of that. It is quite true that self-respect, much less self-love, would clear up a serious portion of attachments. Many entities live on the mental or energetic food of abuse. Taking in impure and unnatural substances is also a form of abuse.
Wow — I really begin to see or get a vision of how humanity is being helped in this shift — helped in making these many ongoing changes. I see, too, the big difference it makes overall, as each one cleans-up his or her own act. It lightens the overall burden on that one and on the rest. I can see, as it were, armies of Light, Light Beings all, just out of our range of physical sight, acting as the clean-up crew. How great is that?!
Yes, this is so. Many begin to notice an overall lifting of some of the heaviness, already — and it is taking place. What will happen, however, is that once 12/21 is passed, and you are into early 2013, so much will have been lifted by and from the awakening ones that a critical threshold will be reached. There will come a time when even the sleeple, themselves, will notice that something is up, due to the overall lightening.
You’re all slogging through the worst of it, now. Actually, we could say the very worst of it is behind you all. There will likely be some upsets, yet, as TPTW (The Powers That Were) do all in their power to retain their power — but they’re designed to fail.
There is simply no way that humanity will sit still for the excuses they’re given for the terrible things the dark ones bring about. So many of you are seeing through them, already, and speaking out. Due to the presence of the Internet, you’re having an effect that can’t be contained.
Perhaps the biggest effect — the biggest lifting — will be felt once TPTW actually give up. We know you think, at this point, that that would never happen — that they will go down fighting to the last. And some of them will, but not so many. Others, in the overall lightening all around, will be enabled to have their own awakening to the unreality they’ve been involved in for so long. And rather than fight, they’ll just quit. They’ll just walk away.
This new cycle, season, and age humanity is entering will support only integrity and ethics. It will leave everything else to hang out to dry — or die, as it were. Secrecy is already no more supported. This is clear, and why so many don’t yet see it is due to their belief systems.
The power of beliefs and of changing belief systems will be one of the early revelations of the new Aquarian Age. Science will enter into the ability to perceive into higher energies — once they acknowledge their existence — so it will be seen, eventually, how beliefs create the structure of what later appears as 3D reality. This won’t happen right away, but it will be impossible to stop once people begin to see into the workings of their own beliefs.
Thank you so much, my friends, for this lovely peek into the near future of humanity. We are truly riding an upward spiral of Light, now, and building momentum. It’s been a long shift — going back at least to Harmonic Convergence , but I really believe the Uranus/Pluto conjunction of the mid ‘60’s is more likely the opening visible phase. No doubt the energetic start was long before.
Yes, things don’t appear in the physical domain until after they’ve been conceived and brought down into form from the etheric realm. As heavy and intense as mankind’s entrapment had become, it took quite some while for the new energy to penetrate their consciousness. This was why the Uranus/Pluto conjunction and its great power were needed to break through the overall haze.
While there may be more things I’d like to ask, the body has grown weary, again, so I’ll bring this to a close. Is there anything else you’d like to say, first?
No, we are content with what has come forth, here. It is enough. Blessings to you, Theresa-Ann, and to your wonderful work. We are delighted to participate with you in this.
Deep gratitude flows, my ancient friends. We are well suited to both the work and each other. May one and all come into knowledge and awareness of their own soul families, all around the world. May the work of our Spiritual Guides also come to the fore, come into notice for each willing one.
Finally, may the orbs and all Light Beings of every shape and form come to be known as each one is ready for that. And may all be given assistance to open up if this is their desire.
My dearest desire, at this point, is that each one should come into awareness of Who and What they truly are. May we all redefine the self we believe self to be, raising it up above 3D. Help us, one and all, as much as you can, dear friends.
Thank you for the request, Theresa-Ann. We love to receive a specific request, and are most happy to do all you ask. Good night, then, and Namaste.
Namaste, my friends. I am grateful for my being — and for yours.
Original, from 2012 — Video
 “They’ll just walk away.” In a recent webinar, Alex Collier shared that his 5D Andromedan friends told him that this is precisely what happened with one layer of the cabal’s minions — those who were ‘getting their hands dirty’ carrying out the dark orders from above. Those at mid- & lower management levels, giving the orders to do the dirty work — ever under threat to themselves & their families should they disobey — just quit, leaving a broad vacancy that basically castrated the cabal’s ability to “get things done.”
It wasn’t quite so simple, but the Andromedans indicated that a number of them were in communication with the White House, seeking protection & safety to share their stories. They were done with being willing to carry out such heinous activities, always under duress.
Apparently, some of this was around the Georgia Guide Stones “prophecy” of there remaining only 500 million of us — they were unwilling to participate in the orders coming down around that. I’m sure there was more to it, but it appears that 12D were right on track with what they shared, here.
Original communication from 12/18/2012
2017/10/05, 2nd, Mayan day 11 Offering or Water / Muluc